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Thursday, February 17, 2005

mi work op ppr...ermmm...no cmmnts. but i tink i tried mi besh. so, nw haf to studi fer mths wich is tml. haiz~~..tml mi laz ppr. hope tml will b d EZiezt ppr of aLL. hmmm~~.. juz fnsh watchin Ikhlaz. nw nid to do sum rvsn. aniwez, i did sum photo takin. dunno y luvz to take photo diz few daez. sempat amek gmbr whyle waitin 4 mi bro to get redi to fetch me to skool...kekeke...

weee...cakx!!hmmm....tembam tak??..err...muke mcm klkr erkk..kekee..

weee...snymn itu aderlaa satu sedekah..kekeke..

kekekeke...juz dunno y diz few daez lurrvveezz to take pix..kekeke...hope u ppl readin feelz irritatin...kaez...gez i stop here fer nw..

NyTey=NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 10:59 PM |

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

went to ECP wif khai at laz..kekeke...we had our brekfaz at CB... bght mi usual drink.. pure choc ice blend. khai bght choc cip muffin wif her fav drink...pure vanilla wif crem. so, did our rvsn by d sea d side. keke... 2dae ECP iz beriii d pezfuLL.. EZ to absrb wad we're studyin. ask khai to help me out wif d maths graph thingy. so, aftr enuf of revisin, tecin.. itz our break tyme!!.. herez wad we did 2dae at ECP.....

hmmm...wad a pezfuLL plaze...

can u c d ship??...

hmmmm...sit under diz kokonat 3... :p

herez mee n khai posin..keke..nize??..haf nutin beta to do..kekeke..

kaez..end of slide show..whawhawha..gez lotz of picz haf been taken. weee!!... kekeke... ;) lurvz to take summor..kekeke... aniwez,took quite sum tyme to upload diz picz.. phew~~..tml iz mi Workstation Operation pprz..haven studi yet..mayb aftr diz... whyle updatin mi blog,im chattin here wif khai,zaid,wee yeng n hazre..a new fwen of mine..kekeke..heLL0o0o...nize chattin wif him...
kaez.. i tink i wanna knock out...

NyTey :: NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 11:30 PM |

hmmm....im kinda bored ryte nw...n nw...im actlly listenin to diz one malae song..quite JIWANG!!!.. kekeke... dunno y sddnly listen to diz JIWANG song... sddnly d mood juz cum.. d song dat im tokin bout iz dsong dat iz playin ryte nw.. at ferst dun relli lyke d song...but..due to d lyrix n d koruz part..sddnly fell in luv wif d song. diz d lyrix of d song :

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kekee... juz listenin to d song.. it makez me recap d loz memoriz.. hoohooo.. sob..sob.. kekeke...
hope u ppl not slippy wen hearin wif d song.. whawhawha..
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NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 1:40 AM |

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

at laz i had mi enuf slip. Aftr 2 daez im shortage of slip, 2dae im charged again. kekeke.. aniwez, 2dae paper... haiz... dun wanna tok bout it. fer d section A, ermmm... okok arrr. prefer section A den section B. quite dsspntd, but, nvm. Evrythn iz done. juz wait to faze d muzik.

den, aftr mi ppr fnsh, d 4 of uz, me, liyana, fad n khai went to KFC. Me n liyana accmpny fad n khai haf deir lnch. so, we're chattin fer an hour, den off to home swit home. put mi bag aside, clean mislf up, den hop to bed. kekeke...

juz bout wanna cloze mi eyez, mi home phn rang. whoaahh!!... thght of ignorin it, but, d ringin sound iz soooo loud, summor d phn iz in mi rm b-side mi bed...ARRGHH!!!... irritatin.!!!.. den at laz, it stopd. phewww~... but not fer long. aftr a few minz lata, it rang again. diz tyme round im pissed off. i anz d phn in harsh manner. but still maintain. not dat prsn's fault oso. so, itz frem diz singtel prsn.. wanna tok to mi dad. aftr a few minz, fnsh evrythn. den bek to slip... PEACEFULLY... heehheheh...

ermmm...woke up at bout 7.30pm..kekeke...a long nap. den clean mislf again den to ktchn. damn hngry. i neva waited fer mi bro coz cannot tahan d hunger. aftr evrythn over, here i am. lucky tml haf no paper. soo.. tml no skl.. yea.yea.. but, tml im goin out wif khai..we're goin to ECP!!... kekek..ECP..HERE WE CUM!!...whawhawhawha...lyke haven been der lyke dat..

aniwez,we're goin der to do sum stdyin fer maths. thght of askin fad, mas, liyana n ct alng. but, dey haf deir own stuff. hmmm.. nvm. me n khai juz studi tgthr. mit her 8am tml, at TPYH ferst den we go ECP tgthr.

hmmm...k laaa. nutin muc hppn 2dae. wanna stp here fer nw.

NyTey :: NyTez
:: swT DrEmzz ::

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 11:19 PM |

had 2 test 2dae..one iz mi ftt n anoder mi Comp Comm...mi ftt strtd at 8.45am...haiz~~...not enuf slip...ystrdae slpt at 4.30am...wake up at 6.30am....den outz frem houz by 8am..hmmm...d ftt still usin d book....d computer system iz not readi yet..haiz~~....haf to wait fer one week sehzz.. aniwez..juz nw get bookd D..i tink itz d same bookd i get d laz ftt...relli takes mi tyme readin d qn carefully....fnsh mi ftt bout 9.30am..n still haf tyme b4 mi Comp Comm..so...i went bek home to do mi laz rvsn...bout 11.45am went out again...go to skoll....mit mi darlin fwenz....long tyme haven see dem...kekekeke.. ;)

den...do mi Comp Comm...all 70 MCQs...haiz~~...main tikam jer arr...kekeke...aftr fnsh....went to foodcrt haven to do sum phtocpyin job...den went strt to buz stp..sent fad n mas...den...me n khai went to oder side of d buzstp...khai went bek home ferst..waited fer mi bro...bout 20mins.. den he arrv...haiz~~~.....fetch mi dad...n wen bek home strt...thght of go to bed immediately... but...i dun feel gud leavin mi dad at d kitcen alone cookin..so...helpd him out till 6pm...by d tyme i oni took a shrt nap..haizz~~...

haf to contne wif mi studiz....GOSH!!...mi eyez iz dammn heavii!!... i wanna slip!!.... but can't.. haven fnsh studyin..hmmmph!!!..

tml paper strts at 11am...haiz...mayb end by 1pm..i gez i betta get bek hom strt...relli nid sum rzt.. i gez i betta stop here fer nw....

NyTey::NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 12:16 AM |

Monday, February 14, 2005

haiz~~...now im juz at chap 4...still haf 3 to 4 chapz to go...im feelin bored..so..juz online fer a whyle..to update mi blog n haf sum chat wif mi fellow fwenz...

aniwez...did mi trial test again 2dae...went out bout 9am....fnsh doin it bout 11.30pm....whyle waitin fer mi laz session..saw kak nab...juz wif her fer one session..can't accmpny her dat long... coz aftr mi trial test im mitin mi loooonnngggg besh fwen...ct salihah...keke....ystrdae kol jun ferst..but...ermm.....she hang up...sum techncal prob wif her phn....den kol ct...hehee...haf a longgg chat..actlly wanna do mi rvsn but..urmm...hehe....end up chattin....coinciden..bth of uz waz watchin Mr Cinderella...at rtm 1...den...summor d tyme i kol her iz wen d stori iz playin d song errmm...berteman sepi...hehe....actlly dat song i gav it to her wen we're takin Oz... coinciden wen i kol it played d song...whawhawhawha..den...dats wen we planned to mit 2dae... acmmpny her to buy sumtin fer jun fer tml occasion...wad elze if not valentines dae...heehe...

sooo..mit her up at YCK platfrm...ermm....on mi wae to d MRT...mit diz grup of guyz...i dunno who d hell r dey....i waz alone dat tyme...walkin n smsin wif ct..juz in a sddn...i heard sum1 iz whistlin frem mi bek....so many tymez....i dun dare to turn n lookd bhind...juz act "cool"..n sddnly..der iz a silenz..gez wad..dey took a cab..n wen d cab paz me..saw diz malae guy i gez..wavin at mi area..lookin bhind me...no one waz der xcpt fer me...sooo..wad i did waz dat i juz pretend i neva saw him...kekeke...wad a luk..

aniwez..bek to ct...she haven chngd muc yet..still d same ct salihah i noe durin sec skl daez...den...go out to J8...hmmm...lotz of chngz at J8...mor shopz..haven been der fer bout a year..i gez...den..get wad she wants..grab sumtin to eat at Mc..get to noe her frem her bro... hmmm..da besar daa anak tu..kekee.....shez takin her Oz diz yer..wish her all d best fer dat... soo...haf a chat fer awhyle..coz shez wanna chek in fer her werk..

soo...me n ct took our lunch...den off...we went bek home...wanted to stae long wif her...but..i nid tyme to studi...hwvr...ct ask me to cum dwn to her skool one daez..chillin wif her n jun...d 3 of uz..hehehe..miz doz tymez sehzz...

i rchd home bout 2pm...seez mi dad arrangin hez medicine...whyle mi mom....clean up d kitchen.. i wen to mi rm strait...n lock mislf up...hehez..datz wad i usually do....till nyte den im out of mi rm..go to d kitchen haf mi dinner wif mi bro...

mi bro iz kippin remindin me bout mi FTT tml....hehee....yeah....tml iz mi FTT n mi Comp Comm test...GOSH!!...fellin sooo strez up oredy...k laa..i gez i betta stop here fer nw...tml mi FTT iz at 8.45am..haf to b up by 7am...mayb i wen bek home ferst b4 went to skool...still haf plenty of tyme..hmm...kaez..betta get out nw...wanna continue mi studi...n mi fwenz oso outz frem d msn...haiz~~......

NyTey :: NyTez
N HaPPe VaLenTinEz/FweNsHp DaE T0 EvEr0nE

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 12:40 AM |

Saturday, February 12, 2005

haiz~~~....juz rchd home!!!...ERRGGHH!!...damn tired...haven studi...ARRHHHH!!!!!.... i tink 2nyte im not gonna slip...
diz morn at 10pm went out to SSDC again...but luckily diz tyme round...it opend...ffyuuhh...i stayd der fer omoz a half a dae...frem 10 till 2pm...haiz~~...dunno y 2dae lotz of ppl attndin d trial test....omoz evry session iz full....hmm..but...2dae....im feelin DAMMNN BOREDD!!.... i dunno y wadeva im doin..itz relli makez me feel unEZ...relli hate dat feelin....i wok here..wok der.....wen d instrctrs r late..im quite pissed off...dunno wadz wif mi mood...soo...whyle im waitin..to kill mi boredom...i sms mi bro...khai..n zaid...hehe..sorie ppl...feelin damn bored... cannot tahan.....soo..thght of distrbin u ppl...kekeke...actlly..wanna sms mor ppl....but..tinkin dat im budgetin...soo...kensel dat thght..heehehe...
hwvr..fnsh doin d trial test bout 2pm..waitin fer mi bro to fetch me..ermm...ouh..yaa...whlye waitin fer mi bro at d buzstop...make fren wif diz PREETTII chinez lady...at ferst sight thght shez a malae...but...i heard she tok in chinez wen makin a phn kol...hehe...she waz havin a puff.. wen lata...sddnly..she cum n apprch me...actlly...i saw her wen we're doin d trial test in d claz... but...oni dat we didn't tok wif ech oder...but..wen at d buzstp...she tok to me...askin me weather im waitin fer sum1 or waitin fer d nex trial test session....den..we chatted n chatted....she seemz berii frenly...chat n chat...get to noe dat shez a senior frem SP....but..she graduated 3 yz ago.. kekeke.....took d same corz az me...oni sum chngz haf been made cmprd d past...3 yrz ago n nw..
hwvr...we chat fer bout 15 minz...n mi bro oso arrv...he brinz along hez fren...quite shckd... i thght it waz mi dad...but..he lookz quite young...soo..can't b mi dad...kekeke...hwvr....didn't chat wif him...oni tok wif mi bro...wen he azk me whoz dat lady dat i chat wif...den...mi bro n hez fren chatted2....bla..bla...blaa....i dunno wad d heck dey were tokin...kippin silence bhind...n den mi bro drp hez fren at d YCK int...hehhe...juz smyle at him..n he ran to ctch fer hez buz 70... kekeke...
den went bek home to fetch mi mom to send her to werk...den fetch mi dad...de lata...went to MUSTAFA...mi dad bght 2 shertz..pity him....he hazen bght ani shertz fer quite sum tyme... sinz mi mom waz not arnd....im d one who tell him wad iz nize n weather it suited wif him or not... find him berii qiut wen choosin d clothez...noe wad...ech tyme he chooze a shert...he owez said "nnt mak kate tak kene laa...pape laa..."..waahhh..mi dad soo peculiar bout mi mom's cmmnts.... beri lerrbin couple...hahahaha...aniwez...i told him not to worry bout mom...dat 1 i sttl fer him.. chheeyy!!...kekeke....
soo....den..bght sum stuff....den nw we juz rchd home....haiz~~~....im feelin sleppy oredy...but.. canot fllw mi eyez...i tik haf to stae up...dunno till wen...tml still goin to SSDC....mayb bout 10am again...haf to go der fer d laz try b4 mi FTT wich iz on d 14th feb...haiz..haiz...haiz~~~~.....
k laa...i tink...i betta stop here fer nw...
NyTey :: NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 10:53 PM |

Friday, February 11, 2005

2dae iz mi unluckiezt dae...hmmph!!..oni durin d evenin arr...ermm...ystrdae slpt at bout 3am...wad i did??..erm..do sum rvsn..n spnt mi tyme..chattin...kekeke....chattin wif zaid n wif mi Mr Kerol...hmmm..hmm...long tyme haven chat wif him...aniwe...to Mr Kerol...tanx hor fer chattin wif me....n "tanx" oso fer cursin d GALZ DRIVERZ...NOT ALL lady driverz r d same kaez!....hmmph!!...itz nize to chat wif u again...

aniwez,2dae i went to ECP wif khai..luckily shez bek on tyme...outz frem mi houz at 10am..mit khai at TPYH int..n we went strait to ECP...actlly,thght of askin ct along...but i dunno her cntct no...coz ystrdae she oso azk me out to ECP...err..to ct...im relli sorie coz didn't brin u along...me n khai went to ECP oso waz a laz min planin...sowie..mayb sum oder tyme we chill der k...peace... ;)

hwvr,me n khai rchd der bout 12pm...it waz damn hot!!!...n we're serchin fer a cozi plaze..but it seemz all haf been bookd..so we juz sit at one of diz "shelter" ting...khai taught me wif mi maths. lotz of mi qn r answered.. hehe..to khai.. Tan-Q...

hmm...hmm...i dunno y 2dae im feelin so xcited...n bein soooo noti!!...whawhahwha..oni khai noez...hehee...gez mayb mi hormonez iz beri actv..kekekeke....

but..hwvr..2dae iz veri hectic dae..till on d wae bek home..bout 2pm..me n khai fall aslp... wooaaahhh....den...we took MRT bek home..but fer mi case..i took MRT n stop at YCK...to go to SSDC...but...noe wad??!!!.....whyle still inside d MRT..i've been blabberin to khai dat im lazi to go to d SSDC...coz..aftr rechin d MRT stn...u haf to wok bout 10minz to d SSDC....if d weather iz nize..den itz ok to wok arr...but..wif bright hot humid weather...ALLAHUAKHBAR!!... i feel lyke ive burnt ALIVE!!!!...but...wen rechin der...D SSDC IZ CLOZE!!!!!!....AARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!... feelz lyke a stupid A*****E!!!!....den..i haf to wok one big round....to take buz 70 n drop at YCK int again....luckily haf khai...she accmpny me all d wae....d place summor beri deserted...but.. not dat worried coz itz sumwer near d area wer i used to werk at MAXTOR fctry...

haiz~~~...wad a dae!!...i tink i bcum tan wen i rchd home....nowadez d weather iz damn hot!!... unlyke d usual daez...now i switch on d aircon mor frequently...cannot tahan d hot though in mi own room......datz y i prefer to studi till late morn..bout 3 to 4am...itz mor koolin...n peazfullin... hehe...

hmm...laz to online msn...im quite tired nw...juz fnsh copyin mi maths notes..tml goin to SSDC again...to do mi trial test...HOPIN IT'LL OPENED!!....

k den peepz..gez im outa here...

NyTey :: NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 10:09 PM |

hmm...i gez 2 daez didn't update mi blog...feelz so lazi n haf no mood to log in...strez wif preparation fer MST...yeah,im strez to d max!!!...feelz so worried az lotz of topikz haven go thru yet.left wif 3 mor daez...haiz~~...hmm...fer d paz 3 daez ive been slackin at home...neva go out..thght of goin to d SSDC on laz tuez fer mi prac..but..noe wad??..i bookd on d wrng date..i bookd on diz cumin tuez..i can't go nex week coz i reserve it fer mi revision fer MST..soo.. haf to cancel it..n im quite shckd to noe dat fer d rez of feb datez...all are fully bookd...hmm...strange.. neva seen dat situation b4..usually weneva i wanna bookd fer mi prac,i'll bookd d datez 3 daez b4..but nw..i c...lotz of ppl oredy bookd it...soo...haf no choice..haf to wait till 1 march...wahhh.. sooo far...hmm..im quite worried..coz d laz lssn i studi hw to do reversin...mi reversin iz kinda okok..but not fully confident..den..im not goin fer d lssn fer bout 3 weekz...im afraid i'll ferget wad i've learnt...haiz~~...feelz so bored wen can't do mi pracz durin d holidaez....EERRGGHH!!... haiz~~...werz khai?!!..hmm...i hope shez home by 2nght...i feelz sooo bored...miz her lots..nid her help ryte nw wif mi maths...KHAI!!!!!!!!!!....hehehe...shez lucky to go fer holidaez...hummph!!.. hehe..nvm...hope she'll kol me az soon shez bek..nid her help wif maths...thght of mitin her tml to azk her to hlp me...but...mayb shez not home yet...nvm..i tink tml im goin to SSDC ferst to prepare fer mi anoder test on mon wich iz mi FTT..haiz~...lots of preparation..mi bro haz been countin d daez fer mi FTT...we're kinda competin bout who'll b takin d FTT not mor den 2 tymez..az he took 2 tymez fer hez FTT..whyle fer me...diz mon iz mi 2nd try...i hope i'll passed.. hehhe...

hmmm..nw...mi so called "bro" iz chattin wif me...no one iz online...haiz~~...hmm..ouuhh yaa.. ystrdae chat wif fad fer a whyle...n i got one shockin newz bout her n guy...heard dey sumtin broke up...but..wait..datz d beginnin oni..d end part...iz dat dey get bek tgthr...frm her stori it relli funni...dey juz separated fer a few hourz n den cannot take it animor...n ech of dem iz tinkin to go to ech oder'z house to azk fer patchin up...but..hmm...mi fren here..iz verriii fast... she went to her guyz houz ferst..n saw hez guy's eye swollen...hehehe...dunno y at diz part veri funny.... coz frm wad i c..hez guy haz those fierce lookz...but...hmm..he can't it seemz he can't live wif mi dear fren..fad...whawhawha...hhee...abit emo d story..beri sad...aniwez..im hapi to c dem bek tgthr....heeheh...dey r luvly couple...i tink dey r fated to b tgthr...hehe...to mi fren...all d bezt in diz rltnshp ting...hehehee...

okie laa...wanna end here..thght of cotinue wif mi studi....anytin pm me at mi taggiez or sms or kol me...24 hrz..but...if i didn't pick up..juz undrstnd undrstood..kekeke.. ;)

NyTey=NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 1:13 AM |

Monday, February 07, 2005

hmmm..nutin muc doin 2dae...wake up at 8.30am..went to SSDC...did mi practise..den...get to noe diz akak...she jzu register to SSDC on sat...shez not familiar wif d systm der..so..all d whyle im wif her...showin her hw to do d practise systm..shw her arnd d SSDC...i tink im mor or lez bcumin a tour giude der oredy...hehehehe... but...d akak iz veri frenly....shez oso veri pious... her name if im not wrng iz zainab..soo..i juz called her kak nab...shez married n haf a son... dun quite undrstnd y she prefer travel sooo far juz to get d license...shez stayin simei...n cum all d wae to SSDC at YCK....den..anoder strange ting...i tink she register to alot of branches of drivin centre... she register to Ubi drvn cntr...n nw SSDC...n i gez she plannin to rgstr to BBDC...wahhh.. shez LOADED!!!.. hehehhe...
hwvr..i went home ferst....im off frem SSDC by 1.30pm...whyle she staez der till d laz session of d trial test...i went home strait...den..doin nutin..aftr had mi lunch wif i parents..went to shop fer a whyle to buy sum fruits n drinkz...den...aftr bght d stuff..i went bek home n did nutin..juz restin in mi rm..watchin tv...till i fall aslip...heheehe...woke up at 7pm....clean up mislf...den continue wtchn tv...till nw..juz log in to intrnt...n here i am...writin up mi blog....
bsidez dat..chattin wif "abg"....zaid...no onez iz online..khai iz sik...hmmm...wish her get well soon..aniwez....juz rmmbr i'll hav a week break...study break...ferMST...haiz~~...so faz MST oredy...den lata EST...haiz~~....
oklaaa..dats all fer nw.....nutin doin spcl 2dae...to all mi fwenz...espclly SP studentz...

HaPPi H0LiDez.. Nj0z...
Dun FerGeT 2 sTuDii
NyTey == NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 1:31 AM |

Saturday, February 05, 2005

went to SSDC fer mi prac in d morn...2daez lssn iz still on mi reversin...hehehe....hmm..wen i rchd SSDC n chckd mi car no...gez wad...i get ar 25....YiPPiEe!!!.... hehehehe... 2dae mit d malae instructor again...hmmm...hez d same age az mi bro..so...can consider him az mi 2nd bro...y i lyke mittin him iz dat i lyke d wae he teach...relli relax...unlike d rez instructor....owez lykez to get mad...so...datz y im quite happie weneva i noe he'll thght me...soo...2daez lssn iz betta den laz week...mi reversin iz improvin...phew~...but mi instuctor 2dae lookz lyke hez veri tired...dunno y....haven met him fer bout 2 weekz..den nw..hez teachin iz veri style..improvin..he giv d trainee to lstn to muzikz whyle we're drivin....whawhawha...
so...aftr fnsh wif prac...do practise fer mi FTT..hmm...2dae mi trial test iz not dat gud..tried 2 tymez..but bth tymez i failed....failed by 1 markz..haiz~~~~..... im off frem SSDC bout 2pm.. waited fer mi bro at d buz stp...coz den we'll haf lunch at sum kinda restaurant at Ngee Ann CT... treat by mi mom fer her belated br'dae...der iz not muc choizes of food...but...okok arr..we've spnt oni bout $85.00..n we're completely full...by 5.30pm...we're went bek home..
soon we rchd home...mi bro n mom did deir prayerz whyle fer me...i took a nap whyle waitin fer dem...coz aftr dat we're b goin to hosp to vizit mi mom's fwen...soo...we rchd der bout 7.30pm.. i pity mi mom's fwen...her sicknez iz veri unique...sddnly her body hav lotz of red spotz n patchez..n moz of d body parts iz swollen....juz can wishin her get well soon...so..we're off frm d hosp bout 8pm...n we head bek home strait...
haiz~~..till nw i feelz so reztlez n sleppii....hmm...aniwez,juz nw i watchd "Cewekku Jutek"... d story relli feelin sehhhz...im touchd wen diz coupled wich r separated at Indon r den mit again but dey mit in Australlia...d wae dey mit up relli touchez mi feelinnzz...hehehee...bcum emo sddnly...den juz now..watchin #5 oso d same...diz story "Ghost"...seen it quite a few tymez oredy..but...d stry relli oso feelin...im touchd wen d couple wanted to b tgthr...but dey were separated...az d guy hav to mov to anoder wrld....GOSH...y izzit 2dae d story veri emo..emo.... haiz~~....soon..valentinez dae iz cumin...hmmm.....
thght of sharin sumtin wif u ppl...whyle i waz waitin fer mi trial test to begun...i waz alone der in frnt of d room....n..i dunno y...all d memoriez dat i've been thru laz year appearz in mi mind... ech tyme it appearz...it will makez me regret....regret to wad i did...sumtymz....im wishin dat i wanna turn bek d tyme...n rewryte again bout mi lyfe...hwvr..i noe...dat iz impossible..so....wad we can do iz dat to learn lssn frm it..n not to repeat dat again....mayb dat iz EZ to b said....but....d paz iz part of me...n i hav fearz sinz laz year...till i dunno wen....
i gez..i stop here fer nw... NyTez

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 1:55 AM |

Friday, February 04, 2005

2dae again i skipped mi Comp Comm lecture...im not feeling well...hwvr i still attend fer ECCT lab..can sae 2dae iz mi "sway" dae..im lost n den took a slow jek cab...GOSH!..relli makez me pissed off...wonderin hw d taxi driver getz hez license...i thght by takin a cab it'll b muc mor faster..but nope..it iz makin it slower...luckily wen i rchd lab d lab tezt hazen strt...durin d test iz fun...we can communicate wif ech oder..whawhahwha....

aftr d lab teztme,fad,khai,liyana n mas went to d SP "open tingy"..we act az lyke we're still "O" level stdnt..but..we're still bein recognisd az d poly stdnt..hehehee...fad,she can't stop blabberin wantin d goodie bagz...heehehe...but poor ting..we can't get it..summor dunno wer to get it....so.. whyle roundin d SP Innovex Centre..fad n khai shw me diz new yung security guard... hmm.. yez..compare wif d rez of security..hez d yungez i gez....den lata..fnsh evrythn..we went to KFC to haf our lunch...oni d 4 of uz[gerlz] had our lnch tgthr...whyle mas...dunno wer he went to... so.. aftr havin lnch...send fad to buz stp...hmm..noe sumtin...durin havin d tour at SP Innovex Centre,we took diz pic fer sumkind cover page...so..b4 goin to d buz stp..we took d "cover page" of uz..d pic...okok..nize...lata mayb i scanned it out...

hmm...quite alot of ppl arnd...not oni frm sec schl...sum even frm ITE...aLL d matz2...minahz2 oso haf..az usuall...

so...yeah...aftr sendin fad..left me,liyana n khai....n not long lata..khai haf to go to help wif sum stuff..whyle me n liyana studyin lyke hell fer our chinez oral..liyana brght her chinez fren..n she helped uz wif d chinez abit...so..bout 5pm,had our chinez oral..

im d 2nd one to go..itz beta i gez...but..haiz~~....can sae d oral quite tough coz i juz anz rbbsh..whawhawha...but luckily i passed...get 79%...hehehe....but der iz a malae gerl who get 100%...wahh..veri jeluz sehhh.. :(

aniwez....evrythn iz over...aftr fnsh our oral...we juz chiLLin at d skool...accmpny khai eat whipped potato..wich den makes me bght sum nuggets fer myslf n khai...liyana went home muc mor earlier den uz...az shez mitin her fren...whyle mi n khai..watchin d raft guyz doin deir traininz...poor guyz..hav to do till 100 push upz....ish..ish..ish....

n soo....we both make a mov at bout 7pm..hmm...sumtin hppn whyle we're on our wae to d buzstop..diz one grup of rock climberz malae guyz waz juz bhind uz..on d wae bek home too... dey we're tokin so loudly az tough deir frenz were 1km far....mi n khai dunno wheather dey heard uz makin fun of dem about how dey tok...den sddnly...dey strtd shoutin diz "HELLO!!!" werd so loudly...dey oredy juz bhind uz..n shout dat loud..dey do it repeatedly...makez me irritated..dunno mayb dey wanna cut our wae or wad so eva..but..dey dun haf to sae "HELLO" so loudly ryte..but..instead can sae "Excuse Me"..but..dey didn't cut our wae till we rchd at d escalator..we're separated..dunno wadz deir motiv..but...khai saez mayb one of dem tell d rez of d gang dat d two of uz r mas frenz...so??...wad???..dey got prb wif dat??...plz laa....dun lyke 1 person dun haf to incld d frenz oso ryte....attitude sia dem...haf lookz...but not d same wif d characterz..haiz~~....d lookz part im not sure..coz i dun haf d opportunity to look at dem...d lookz ting i noe frm khai..hope one dae to clash wif dem again..n diz tyme round..we make d "HELLO!!" tingy...at dat moment feelz lyke wanna turn arnd n tell dem to shout at sun oder placez arr...but..nvm...we jz b patience n kip quiet...c how angelic r we... :D

hehehe..yeah..dats all bout doz guyz..2dae mi bro fetch mi home..tgthr wif mi mom...drop by cheerz fer a whyle bght breadz..lata went home strait..

oklaaa...im veri sleppi 2dae....tml haf to take go to SSDC..haiz...so...im out ferst...

==NyTey-NyTez:SwT DrEaMz==

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 11:57 PM |

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Itz omoz gonna b 12am whyle im writin diz..hmmm..2dae,quite an njoyable dae fer me.. mi ferst lssn iz maths..still again didn't cum pnctl..hehehe...mit fad on d wae to skool..soo..bth of uz r late..d lecturer juz kip quiet..hmmm...mayb shez upset.. mayb..but can't b helped..oni at certain tymez can b pnctl..but at moz tymez..veri lazy to cum pnctl..hehehe...aniwez,2dae i mit up fidah..accmpny her to ITE Dover to get her actual cert..hmm..d skool waz quite big...luckily we went der not many ppl waz arnd..hehehe...paiseh..settled fidah stuff took bout 1 hour..den kinda a bit rushin to get bek to skool..afraid i'll b late fer claz...summor haf lab quiz..but, luckily wen rchd claz d teacher haven arrv yet..n fidah join our lssn..she juz sit inside d claz..owez tellz me dat i shuld anz d lecturer if d lecturer hppns to ask wad shez doin der..wer she cumz frem..bla..bla..blaa...but again..lucky..d lecturer didn't azk any qn..
takin d lab quiz wthout preparationz serves me ryte wif d makes dat get.. i get 9 out of 20..GOSH!!!failed by 1 marks..summor itz 10%..hmmph!!!..aniwez,bout half d claz failed d quiz..hehehe...
end d claz at 4.45pm..so..me,fad,khai,fidah,liyana n mas go bek home..2dae i didn't went bek wif fad..i went bek wif fidah instead takin MRT...thght of havin sum longgg chat.. sinz d laz dae we met..but..it didn't end up az wad im wishin fer...whyle at d platform,rcv a msg frem mi bro sayin he'll fetch me bek tgthr wif mi dad..soo.. yeah..i dropped at Admiralty wif fidah..den,sinz mi bro haven rchd yet,me n fidah went to Mc to buy ice-cream..not long den mi bro kolled tellin me to b quick..haiz.. onze again..can't spend d tyme wif fidah..but,itz ok..hope der'll b sum oder tyme...
fidah fetchd me to d buz stop wer mi bro iz waitin...wanna tank her fer accmpnyin me 2dae..hmm...juz nw..havin her in mi claz relli makez me mizez mi sec skool lyfe.. diz few daez i relli mizez mi sec skool fwenz...feelz lyke wanna turn bek d clck.. i've eva thght of goin out wif dem one dae.but..it seemz evrione iz BZ wif ech prsn BZ-lyfe nw..haiz~~..lots of tings chngd nw...i can c clearly hw our frenshp iz bcumin loosen...sob..sob...miz u ppl lotzz!!...
hmm...nw i tink im gonna do mi chinez assgnmnt...tml hav chinez oral!!!...haven prepare anythn yet..n nw itz oredy 12pm..n tml mi lctr strts at 8am...HAIZ~~!!
okey laa...i gez i beta stop here...nid to continue wif mi assgnmnt...den i'll go to bed....
to evri0ne..
NyTey NyTez:: SwT DrEaMz

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 11:39 PM |

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

2dae kinda relaxin dae fer me at ferst..i woke up at 10.30am wen mi clazez strts at 10am..to khai,fad,liyana & mas...sorie to make u ppl worried...hehehe..tanx fer bein veri concern bout me..heheh...
i oni attend ECCT lecture..end at 3pm..den had a bit of hard tyme makin decision wer to eat..at last,i oni went to CO-OP shop n bought snickerz..hehehe..den,me n fad went to TPYH fer a whyle to buy mi mom hp casin at d Pasar Malam sumwer arnd der.. den had Hamburger fer mi lunch..hehe...eat wif fad..den,accmpny her buy sum stuff... lata..accmpny fad to her place to take her booklet..den mit her mom by surprise.. i waz juz waitin outside of her houz..wen sddnly her mom cumz out wif fad..she invite me in but i can't..hehe..veri nize of her mom..
lata we head to SSDC..fad iz takin her RTT whyle me takin mi trial test..gettin prepare fer 14th feb...sooo..at SSDC whyle waitin fer fad..i dunno wad i felt ryte nw aftr i msg diz "stranger" wich d oder dae he msg me..
all diz whyle aftr d laz msg i gav him..till 2dae..i feelzz relli guilty coz not rememberin him...but..actlly..i noe who iz him..oni dat..i juz wanna confirmation. so..wad i did juz nw iz dat..i gav diz msg to him n apologise..he replied in kinda sarcastic manner..dat i rmmbr him at last..but..i still insist askin hez name so as to not msg d wrng person..but..he still doesn't tell..so..wad i did waz i ask wheater he iz mi ex..n..frm hez rply..i noe he iz...but..how we ended msgin waz relli makez me regretfull..it waz wen i told him dat i thght he fergotten me long ago..but he repliez sayin he wuld neva sms me if he dun rmmbr me animor az he'll loz mi no.hwvr,i rply to him tellin him dat d phn no can b stored in d memory.den ok, he agreez..but,diz wen d prb arisez..aftr he agrez,hez kinda givin bek d same qn..sayin dat he tinkz hez no waz no longer in mi memory.Okey.yez.i dun deny it dat hez no waz no longer in mi memory but i had sum prbz n datz y i dun stored hez no.hwvr,i did apologize to him fer not storin hez no.but afterall,aftr dat msg,he didn't replied. i msg him once again askin him iz he mad...still no repliz...at diz point, i relli feelin so confuzed..izzit mi fault fer not rmmberin hez no OR not keepin hez no in mi memory..one ting i relli appreciate iz dat he iz veri thoughtfull to msg me bek n im tankfull to him coz he still rmmbrs mi no.n im sorie i ferget evrythn bout him.. but,wen i tink bek,izzit mi fault??...
lotz of qnz in mi mind..we've split up..i tried to save it..but..i loose it..i dun hold him bek...so..i thght evrythn iz over...though i told him dat we can b frenz.. but tings will neva b d same...but..nw..i dun undrstnd...not rmmbrn him will make him diz mad?..y??y evrythn dat hppnz..i haf to feel guilty??...y??sumtymz i juz feel dat im bein used by many ppl..used to cure deir bored tymez...
i feelz lyke i wanna tell him askin him not to b self-centered...plz tink bout mi situation...der muz b a rezon y i dun rmmbr him nor hez no...
**mayb u've seen d bubblinez in mi faze nw..
mayb u've seen d NO-woriez gerl now..
but,bhind evrythn dat i showed..
u didn't noe wad i've been thru aLL diz whyle...
so,plz..i beg u..
dun tink oni bout urself,
but tink oso bout wad i feels... **
::NyTey-NyTez::

NurulAin Musa | In The Darkness | 11:03 PM |